Grave Digger - Tears Of Madness

But all the exhortations were in vain. On November 16, Cosima and her daughters arrived in Tribshen. Without waiting for an official divorce from Hans von Bülow, she decided to permanently move to Wagner. Cosima again expected a child conceived during a trip to Italy. But Wagner’s anxiety for her health was increasingly giving way to complete cloudless happiness from the knowledge that he had finally found a real family and peace of mind at age 55. He met Christmas and New, 1869 in an atmosphere of love and hope for the future - in contrast to the unfortunate Liszt, whose heart was breaking with anxiety for his daughter and pity for Hans von Bülow. On December 12, he wrote to Hans: “My dear boy ... I constantly think of you, approve of you, marvel at you and love you with all my heart ... You only need to take better care of: health; beg,think about it a little more ... In the first days of January I will go from here directly to Weimar. " Having lost his daughter, Liszt, as it seemed to him, found his son, but this could not console him ...