Norma Jean - Amnesty Please

Since I have almost no reason to fear that you will avoid further meetings with me, and since I no longer wish to be subjected to your servant to take me away, I will now consider coming to you only when you tell me your upright opinion on this matter. If you really do not want to see me anymore, then be honest - I certainly deserve it from you. When I moved away from you, I thought that it was my duty, because, as it seemed to me, you wanted it to. And although I suffered a lot from this, I still possessed myself. But later I again had doubts whether I understood you correctly. Everything else is contained in the letter that I recently sent you. - Tell me, beloved J. - I ask you to send me the book back, in which I have enclosed my lines to you. They demand it from me today. ”